Help me, God!
I am drowning!
The waters are overwhelming me,
Forcing me down into the depths,
I am tiring of the struggle,
I can’t fight it on my own,
I need you with me.
I have been knocked down by those around me
more times than I can count.
Why do they hurt me so?
Why do they feel the need to break me down?
God you know the mistakes I have made;
Are they so great that I deserve all this pain?
Are my past sins a stain I cannot be free of?
Am I colouring the actions of those around me?
Dragging them down and away from you?
If that is true, protect them from my shame,
Cleanse me of this burden!
I only want to serve you,
To do what is right in your eyes,
So I will gladly do penance for my sins,
and face the mistakes of my past,
Mistakes that others still define me by.
My deepest prayer, O God,
is to break free from these chains of sin.
To rise up against the crushing tides,
strengthened by your love.
Be with me now,
Wash me clean of the past,
So I can serve you more fully.
For the original Psalm visit https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=psalm+69&version=NRSV